This past 3 weeks have been tough on me. I have experienced stress and exhaustion like never before, but I do not think of it as something bad or negative. Ye I haven't been eating right or sleeping well enough, but It's still worth it.
I have been doing so much this last 3 weeks that I feel that I'm almost at my limit. I though if I continued I would fall apart near the end. And now that I'm actually near the end, I still feel like I'm going to break. I feel it so much that it frightens me by just thinking about it, but like I said before its all worth it in the end.
Its wasn't all bad though. During the 3 weeks I have learned so much. I was able to do what I thought I couldn't and I was able to endure what I though I wouldn't have to endure again. Not just in endurance did I feel better about myself. I felt that I grew stronger as a whole person during this period. I learned new skills that I think I will be able to apply in my future and even my present. I don't know how harder the remaining time will be, but I feel that I will be able to endure this along I have my batch or may be even comrades with me. I know that we can over come the process together.
